Afraid

I'm not afraid to tell people how I feel

      I am afraid of heights

I'm not afraid of sickness or death

      I am afraid of my loved ones dying

I'm not afraid of doing hard things

      I am afraid of snakes

I'm not afraid of taking risks 

      I am afraid of hurting people physically and emotionally

I'm not afraid to be made fun of

      I am afraid my future won't turn out the way I plan it to in my head

I'm not afraid of God

But

      I fear God